My Graduation Day

Well, finally I graduated. Frankly I feel totally relieved. Pursuing my bachelor degree was the hardest yet most valuable thing I’ve ever did in my life so far. I am happy that I could do the thing once I thought it was impossible. Then it’s true that nothing is impossible, uh?

The graduation day was on the 16th November 2013. To be honest, the ceremony was quite boring and time consuming. But, my favourite part was the moment I and my three best friends were announced as the best students and get the title that sounds balm to my ears; “cumlaude”. Haha.

Me, with my besties Osy & Arum

my boss came to my graduation ceremony ^^

You know, once the commencement done and we’re home, my father couldn’t stop telling every person he met how proud he was about that title. It makes me think that I need to continue studying on a higher level. This is what makes me feel a bit miserable lately. Actually I have a very strong will to study but it’s more likely to be impossible to do what I want at the moment. I need to earn a lot of money first. But, I promise myself that I want to pursue my master degree as soon as I get the chance. And most importantly, enjoy my current happiness and struggle. 

Pre-Graduation Worries :|

Been so long since I wrote on this blog. I’ve been being overwhelmed by the graduation stuff. A lot of things to accomplish as soon as possible and they occupied me much. Now, I am quite free and having pretty much nothing to do but waiting for the graduation day to come. It’s gonna be on the 16th of November.

Doing nothing has been so boring to me. Fortunately, I got the opportunity to take part in Debat Bahasa Inggris SMA se-Kota Magelang on October 28 and Debat Bahasa Inggris SMK se-Kota Magelang on October 30 and 31. Debating has been my passion since I was on the 4th semester. And I am so grateful that my university always gives me the opportunity to join any debating activities they have. A couple of friends and I were invited to be the adjudicators of those two debate competitions. Of course, I was so impressed to do so.

It wasn’t the first time for me to adjudicate a debate session. I did the same thing in the pass two years as well. Yet, I felt kinda nervous at the beginning of delivering verbal adjudications. But then, things run so smoothly that I can control my speech and the content of the oral adjudications I gave to the debaters. That was also slightly unbelievable that I became the chair adjudicators for 9 debate sessions. Meaning that I delivered 9 different oral adjudications. To be honest, I felt tired and so thirsty afterwards. Yet, I was very much happy. Especially seeing those, whom I gave my verbal adjudications to, were happy to get the information I brought to the debate. Those who thought that what I told them was very beneficial.

Well, btw I am going to graduate in only two weeks. Actually I am pretty afraid that I will lose the opportunities I used to have when I was still in uni, including joining debate exhibitions. Are those two debate competitions I joined lately gonna be the last ones? Hopefully not. But then, this motivates me to develop myself, to push myself to look for or even CREATE the opportunities I want. Lesson learned!

Apa yang Kau Cari?

Apa yang kau cari?

Aku disini.

Cinta?

Aku punya.

Jumlahnya tidak akan pernah kau mengerti.

Perhatian?

Sudah kuberikan sejak lama, bukan?

Kebahagiaan?

Kita bisa terus membuatnya bersama.

Atau aku sendirian?

Kau tentukan saja.

Kebebasan?

Bukankah aku selalu berusaha memberikan?

Aku ingin tau apa kau merasa begitu?

Penerimaan?

Aku pikir, kau terlalu sempurna untuk kutuntut.

Tak pernah lupa ku bersyukur akan hal ini.

Atau kejujuran? Dalam bentuk apa?

Aku jujur padamu?

Tentunya.

Hampir dalam segala hal.

Didasari kehati-hatian.

Bukan karena aku tak percaya padamu.

Tapi, aku takut terselip dan kau meninggalku.

Atau kita jujur pada semua orang?

Ingin sekali seperti itu.

Tapi, siapkah kamu? 

Ah, bukan itu pertanyaanya.

Aku ini siapa?

Lalu aku diam.

Mendidik hati untuk menerima.

Dan seperti apa yang selalu kusampaikan,

aku lebih senang menurut padamu.

Jika menurut padamu membuatmu bahagia,

itulah yang seharusnya kulakukan.

Because you know.. deep down, all I want is making you happy and less lonely.

Jadi, sekarang katakan, apa yang kau cari?

Aku disini J

Aku tidak kebal terhadap perubahan,

sejauh itu baik dan membuatmu bahagia.

Happy? Less lonely?

I hope I’ve made you feel that way :) 

I am Jealous :)

I get jealous. Don't know how to handle. But, I'm pretty good at hiding this feeling :') Thank God!

#PolarisFuntasticForty Yayyy!

Finally #PolarisFuntasticForty udah kelar. Senang, lega, agak kecewa semua campur-campur. Secara keseluruhan saya suka sama penampilan bakat dari komunitas-komunitas di Magelang. Keren semua. Tapi agak kecewa nya karena pas giliran saya dan teman-teman nunjukkin bakat buat ngedance, berguguranlah raga kami xixixixi Saya dan salah seorang temen jatooooh diatas panggung. Sempet down, malu dan syoook. Tapi alhamdulillah temen-temen kasih semangat. Bos juga baik banget berusaha menenangkan. Pacar juga dateng dan menaikkan mood saya <3

Thanks buat yang udah dukung. Lebih-lebih yang udah dateng & nonton. Kalian keren!

Javanese Theory of Leaderships

Learning and knowing something new is the thing I wanna do everyday. I obtain both of them simply by attending my favorite class; Mr. Soetrisman’s class. Today, I got something that I consider to be very important which is about leaderships. To be exact, it’s about what a leader must be like. He said that it’s based on the Javanese theory.

A leader shall be like:

1. Sun

It gives life, doesn’t it?

2. Wind

You know we cannot see the wind but we can feel it, right? That’s how a leader shall be. Though we cannot see his/her action, we can still feel it. I love this theory in particular.

3. Soil

Soil is the place where we plant. Anything we plant will grow.

4.  Water

The characteristics of water are very remarkable. It can be big in a big place and be small in a small place as well. Very adaptable wherever it is. Ah, we can also find it almost everywhere, uh?

5.  Stars

Stars are far away up there, yet everybody can see it. Sometimes, we can also enjoy its beauty & light from miles away.

6.   Moon

It provides light but not too bright. That’s why moon gives us peaceful feelings.

7.  Fire

Based on the situation, fire can be useful as well as dangerous.

8.  Sky

I personally think that this is the second-best. Sky has the ability to accommodate anything. A leader needs to do so, too.

Well, I think those points are very important for everybody. Coz you know, everybody is a leader of themselves. Happy leading J

#PolarisFunctasticForty Euforia

This month, my office, Polaris FM is celebrating its 40th birthday. We’re going to have party at the end of the month. These are some pics of what we’re preparing for that ;)

We had photo session with Yuki Photo and Aubeau cosmetics. The pic above is me with my boss. Hahaha pretty weird wearing that shinning purple dress. But I was so happy :D

We're also learning dancing at The Body Motion Studio. It is totally FUN!!! Hahaha Dancing is one of my favorites. It feels so nice somehow :)

Feel free to come and witness what we'll show you on Dec 23rd at Artos Mall Magelang. Start 9 a.m. till evening. Be there, guys!

I wish my office massive success! <3